Life's too short for so much sorrow

I’ve got a love/hate love with the city I’m in.
I’ll count the hours, having just one wish
If I’m doing fine: there’s no point to this.

not tell anyone what’s wrong anymore.
No one seems to fucking listen anyways.

cause who the fuck am I?
Some awkward kid from a shitty town no different than any of you.

get to a point of frustration that I have to take it out in a stupid blog that no one will even care to read. But this time I feel like if I don’t type it, I can’t get past it because I cannot verbally explain how irritated I am.
Now, whether you know me or not - I am friends with about 2 girls. That’s it. I wouldn’t say that I’m mean, but I don’t really enjoy their company. Cadiness isn’t me; except for this blog. Whatever, that’s not even the point. The point is - if someone is in need of help, or advice I stand there with open arms, or in this case: ears.
Anyways this couple has been going out for about two years. Three months if you count the time they were actually “together”. Point being, they fought. A lot.
She would text me/call me at ungodly hours crying her eyes out about how she’s so depressed and how he breaks her heart all the time yaddayadda. Of course, I was there to listen.
Well, they broke up about eh, a month ago? Maybe less?
She got a new boyfriend. This kid’s friends were calling her a psycho cunt and telling her things that guys SHOULD NOT tell girls. I stood up for her, told the people to stop and mind their own business.
Turns out I was on facebook and wanted to see if anyone else was saying shit to her.
Clicked on her profile, said I needed to add her as a friend. …what?
Whatever, it’s facebook so I texted her asking if she was okay.
She responded “who is this?”
Can someone tell me why someone would do this?
After I’ve been there for this girl and helped her through out her relationship and stoof up for her-why the FUCK does she feel that it’s right to cut off all contact with me? Act like I’m shit on the bottom of her shoes? I don’t understand girls. Even though I am one :|

If someone can answer this, or help me it would be greatly appreciated! ?

movies that will bottle my mind?
You know, when things are so crazy it gets your thoughts all trapped, like in a bottle?
…but seriously.